THE 'P' SPOT

(Nikki Giovanni - My Inspiration)
Anyone who knows me (and for those who don't) know I LOVE POETRY. Poetry is the ultimate act of expression, love, admiration, etc. I share with you my poetry!!

All poetry below are the exclusive works of
Valerie Wheeler and are not to be copied or re-distributed without
the written consent of the writer

An Introduction


My tries to announce myself to you continued to go unseen.
I waited.
Waited for you to notice me. To come to me.
Never understanding what it means to be with you.
All the while knowing that I cannot live without you.
You are like a distant passage that hides its path.
Shining your light onto only the purest of souls.
Revealing yourself when your truth will be embraced.
But today, I cry out with tears only you can hear.
Offering you a place to birth changes in me.
To mend the tattered heart within.
Allow me to introduce myself to you.
Love.
I have been waiting to meet you.



Me; Complete

A life once held captive, freed by you
My eyes opened to see a whole new world
Allowing me to see what's in the distance
Guiding my heart through the pains of the past
You capture the whole I am, placed your spirit within my soul
Giving my heart the voice to express my emotions
Your radiance I see in all things;
Your words, your touch, the way you use your pen to speak to my soul
I honor you in my life and humble myself to you.
You help me complete all that's within me
I am, a woman with you; absolute
A reflection of your miracles; molded by the touch of your hands
Mentored by the strength of your words
Full circle; my life has been transformed


Thou Shall Not Covet

Fascination in another, interrupts your opportunity
Love so soon distorted by the introduction of a radiance more concentrated
The envious nature of others exposed
Threatened, your heart strings suspended
A loss, another love appears; your loss of power, loss of face
Resenting the heart inhabiting his embrace
Casting doubt attempting to birth hesitation
Grieving the loss of your sovereign crown, surrendered
Ties once binding have now become unbound
Departed, the luster of your Midas touch weakened
Death of your liaison, a soul liberated now captured by another
Incapacitated by bitterness, abhorrent Green – Eyes; exposed
Girl Interrupted, discomfited
To drift into the waters of another destiny's Rivers, you chose


Outer Body Experience

Embracing my body with the firmness of your hands
Slowly flooding my senses with your masculine scent
Healing my soul with your passionate cure
Seducing my mind with your romantic verse
Sending me on a voyage through your imagination
The soft strokes of your hand paint a portrait on my skin
Arousing inferno ignite my insatiable obsession
Gentle nibbles stimulate my increasing desire
Emotions flowing deep from within you electrify
Thrusting me further into your fantasies
Your authority gently penetrating my amazing grace
Journeying deep into my pleasure zone
Your powerful surges of elation I can't deny
Sensations dominate and consummate my design
Encased in your Garlands of harmony
Drowning within the sensations of your Rivers
Drifting away towards your blissful apex


Candy Man

Images of your Mr. Goodbar titillate my mind
Sucking on your Jolly Rancher I begin to feel a sugar rush
Slowly moving down to your Milky Way
Salivating as I approach your Reese's Pieces
Aroused by the scent of you soft Almond Joy
Masturbating as I'm tasting all of your chocolate treats
You feel the heat of my breath as I begin to whisper
Candy Man Candy Man bring me your cream
My heart begins to pound as I savor your Laffy Taffy
Filing my mouth to the rim with your Nut N Honey
The notions of your motions my body reacts to your potions
Sounds of pleasure escape as I climax from flavor of your Life Savor
As you melt in my mouth and I cream on my hands


Liquid Ecstasy

The rhythm of your beats penetrate between the sheets
Your passion awakens the chimes once silent inside me
My body's overcome by your intoxicating waves
Sending chills down my spine as moisture builds between my thighs
My scent on your fingers arouses your salacious appetite
Your obsession swells inside me infusing my soul with your dimensionality
Losing my breath you breathe life back into me
Rejuvenating my spirit with your infectious display
Opening the doors wider to your ultimate destination
Together we indulge in each others bodily libation
Imperial jubilation as you ascend deep inside my love


Language of Passion

I see my soul reflected in your eyes
I stretch out in you
In you I am free
You are a  beautiful expression majesty
A celestial aura exhales from you head to foot
To see you is to be mesmerized
To touch you is to be hypnotized
One of inexpressible completeness
You draw me in to you with your heart
You kill me softly with your sweet sounds
And renew me with your touch
I covet your hands and desire your mouth
My body is absorbed in a mena-ja-trois with your mind and soul
You seduce my mind with the soulfulness of your words
You embrace my heart with the comfort of your love
You dominate my body with your sovereign influence
You make love to my soul with your harmonic philosophy
You pierce my frame with your prurient ingenuity
The sensations of your emotions unite with my soul
As we become one
Resting freely in your sea of tranquility


Passion

Poetry.
You are the incarnation of perfect love
Soul mate supreme, in you I see myself flawless
You are an unblemished vision of splendor
Ideal catcher of dreams, mind's eye transforming desires into reality
Your words caress my most private places
Penetrating the gateway to my warmest spaces,
Inserting your spoils inside my deepest elements
Embracing the most intimate parts of me
The embodiment of my carnal satisfaction
Erotic salvation from incarcerated passion
Arousing me with your sensual dialect
Uniting your majestic confection with my uninhibited desires
The vessel in which my true self reveals
The essential nuance of exaltation
Transcending limitations unknown


Speaking in Silence

One should never believe that my silence begets ignorance. That I'm blind to the deception around me or oblivious to a con mans game. To assume my silence is a sign of unawareness is a mistake that comes at a price. Every untruth costs you a piece of me. Every artificial intention is a manifestation of it's true meaning. And what the eyes can't see, the mind uncovers, and what the mind can't uncover the heart reveals. What you conceal in the darkness of night is always exposed in the light of day.  My soundless mouth does not signify sightless eyes. When I march in sound it's because I care. When I walk in silence it's because I don't.


Language of Passion

I see my soul reflected in your eyes
I stretch out in you
In you I am free
You are the beautiful reflection majesty
A celestial aura exhales from you head to foot
To see you is to be mesmerized
To touch you is to be hypnotized
One of inexpressible completeness
You draw me in to you with your heart
You kill me softly with your sweet reverberation
And renew me with your touch
I covet your hands and desire your mouth
My body is absorbed in a mena-ja-trois with your mind and soul
You seduce my mind with the soulfulness of your words
You embrace my heart with the comfort of your love
You dominate my body with your sovereign influence
You make love to my soul with your harmonic philosophy
You pierce my frame with your prurient ingenuity
The sensations of your emotions unite with my soul
As we become one
Resting freely in your sea of tranquility


Perfection

Poetry.
You are the incarnation of perfect love
Soul mate supreme, in you I see myself flawless
You are an unblemished vision of splendor
Ideal catcher of dreams, mind's eye transforming desires into reality
Your words caress my most private places
Penetrating the gateway to my warmest spaces,
Inserting your spoils inside my deepest elements
Embracing the most intimate parts of me
The embodiment of my carnal satisfaction
Erotic salvation from incarcerated passion
Arousing me with your sensual dialect
Uniting your majestic confection with my uninhibited desires
The vessel in which my true self reveals
The essential nuance of exaltation
Transcending limitations unknown


Georgia On My Mind

I crave to be a slave to your sweet Georgia brown, toil around on your plantation and labor all around your field. Concentrating on pleasing your brown sugar cane erecting from your southern land.


The stimulation unleashes a climactic surge, ecstasy taking over unable to control. Intoxicated by the flow of your smooth southern comfort, passions ignite as your southern hospitality takes hold of my soul. Liberated by sensations of your oral compassion, as you savor my flavor with your smooth southern tongue.


Until the next time I ride on your midnight train, remember this as the night the lights went out in Georgia.


Fallen Angel

What If I attacked your spirit, imprisoned your mind and tossed your heart away. Admired your magnificence, but then debased your essence until the light within faded away. Draped my hands around your neck and demanded you scream my name in vein. Moved into your quarters then demolished your monument leaving the lands you erected enflamed.

You were an outsider I welcomed into my kingdom, to show you a land you'd only dreamed. The keys to my city opened the gates to your new world then you destroyed my empire, your anarchy incarcerated my people turning my nation against me.

Fallen angel, with your sweet sounds and your smooth songs, singing hymns of love, orchestrated by lies, using pieces of my shattered soul as compost to fortify your perception of your worth that all those before me have declared worthless. Stealing the riches that I had acquired, possessing it as your own. Crushing the seeds once planted in me, exposing their existence to your iniquitous world, stunting the growth of ther visions they used to behold. Invading their heads and destroying their minds, burying their spirits in your cemetery of broken souls.

The king of this Queen, was a jester in disguise, telling tales full of horror, but the lies were uncovered revealing  a childhood of daydreams masquerading as a tormented past full of nightmares. A jester, once employing countless "Lady's of the Night". A Snake Oil Salesman specializing in irresistible substances of the chemical persuasion.

My creation you desired and ultimately stole has become a thorn in your side your elementary mentality is not equipped to maintain or control. Karma has seated itself on your throne, plaguing your earth with the mayhem you once unleashed on my world


New York New York

Tonight I want to indulge within your city that never sleeps
Masturbate to the sounds of your big city streets
Let your Long Island dwell inside my eminent domain
Induct your Harlem Night into my body's hall of fame
I perform my deepest fantasies all over your Broadway
Ecstasy begins to flow as my show gets underway
Exploring every part of your erect Liberty
Within your famous city is where my body longs to be
My Love of Poetry

Enchanted love, the desires of my heart
The meaning of my days, the validation for my existence
Your mind giving birth to poetic luminosity
Awakening my spirit and taking hold of my soul
Incessant stimulation, everlasting sensations
Your arousing assonance makes love to my soul
Untamed desire and passion intense
My body's addiction to the rhythms of your vibe
Leave me yearning for more of your lyrical creations
Hunger fulfilled by the food of your thoughts
Sensations unfold from your mental vibrations
Induce orgasmic explosions of spiritual liberation
Your admiration for my charisma, appreciation for my desires
Open the gates of my heart to reveal the secrets of my garden
Being one with your rhyme and in sync with your melody
To dance within your song and lay within your tune
Entangled in the rapture of your mesmeric essence
Capturing my spirit
Taking hold of my soul


My First Love

The day our eyes met, our hearts touched and our souls spoke
You looked thru me and captured my spirit
With love so profound, penetrating my essence
I found warmth inside your dominion
Refuge within your arms
Embracing me, holding me close
The beat of your heart became my lullaby when chaos conspired against me
Looking at you, I could see myself
Within your soul my future found its purpose
You were the meaning of my life, the purpose for my existence
You were the comfort in my pain, strength in my weakness
Your energy surrounded my world and became my salvation
Unconditional love that rained down on me like a quiet storm
When my lips were silent you understood my tears
My mouth never expressed what your spirit already knew
You will remain within me no matter where you are
In you I found love, in you I found me.


To Understand Me.....

Who I am is not about where I'm at
Who I am is about where I've been
To understand someone else's story
We sometimes have to remember our own
Your "normal" may not be my "normal"
The paths I take and the roads I travel lead only to my destiny
I can't find myself in your journey
But I can help you find yourself in mine
If I have to live your experiences to understand you
I will spend a lifetime in your shoes
All I ask is for you to spend a second in mine
If I have to feel your pain before you can feel my love
I will always walk with you through your darkness
If you would step one foot into mine
I will surrender my heart and live forever in your world
If you would open your heart and try to understand mine


I Hear Your Cry! My Soul Mate

Before I knew you, you were my rainbow my emerged after the storm
In the darkest of night you were my star that shined so bright
In the midst of my noise your spirit grabbed my hand and led me to quieter places
Your heart felt my pain and your soul heard my cry

The mate to my soul believed in me before our souls connected
Always understanding, continually forgiving, endlessly accepting, eternally sustaining
Once two strangers, living the same life, sharing the same dreams, crying the same tears,
Came together as one forming a bond unbroken and a love unspoken

Now is my moment to be the pot of gold that appears at the end if your rainbow
For me to be the brightest start the leads you to high places
Though words are unspoken my heart hears your pain
I will forever give to you all that's within me
All that's within me is the treasures you have given me


There's no mountain I won't move and no ocean I won't cross to heal the soul that did so much to heal mine
The rhythm of my heart skipped a beat, the second your heart cried out for me

My body fell weak the moment your spirit started to fade
I feel my soul mates needs and I heed my soul mates call
I hear your signal loud and clear and I'm on my way to rescue you


Speaking in Silence

One should never believe that my silence begets ignorance. That I'm blind to the deception around me or oblivious to a con mans game. To assume my silence is a sign of unawareness is a mistake that comes at a price. Every untruth costs you a piece of me. Every artificial intention is a manifestation of it's true meaning. And what the eyes can't see, the mind uncovers, and what the mind can't uncover the heart reveals. What you conceal in the darkness of night is always exposed in the light of day.  My soundless mouth does not signify sightless eyes. When I march in sound it's because I care. When I walk in silence it's because I don't.


The Pursuit of Happiness

What do you do when Happiness runs away? Where do you look when you don't know where to start? You've checked the Lost and Found, asked everyone you know (and even some that you didn't), you even searched the internet. But still, Happiness is no where to be found. Your heart skips a beat every time the phone rings. You hope its Happiness calling wanting to come home. You to try to occupy your mind with other things, but the memories of Happiness still emerge. Frustration keeps telling you "go out! Do things. Live a little!! It will take your mind off of everything", while Loneliness tells you "stay in the house! There is nothing out there for you". Desperation tries to introduce you to its closest friends Lust and Temptation, while Hurt tells you that Happiness may have been spotted at the club last night. You run to the mail every Mother's Day, Father's Day, Birthday or Christmas hoping Happiness has sent you a card, only to find that Emptiness has made itself comfortable inside your box. After you have exhausted every resource you have, you eventually declare Happiness dead. So you wander through life, in and out of Pains bed, Confusion persuades you to allow Desperation to introduce you to Lust and Temptation. Until Life finally unites you with Death. What do you do when Happiness runs away? Where do you look when you don't know where to start? Can somebody please help me find my Happiness?


No Players No Kids

If I have something that you want, I'll give it all to you. If It's me that you need, I'll be there for you.  Im a true woman in every sense. A lady, a lover, a freak and a friend. But if you want me you have to love me, and to love me you have to show me. To show me you have to feel me, and to feel me you have to know me. The way to my heart is with respect and with truth. Caring for me the way I care for you.  Please dont let this innocent smile and these pretty brown eyes fool you. I can pull back my love just as quick as I gave it to you. The woman that I am is in a class all my own, not in a class of many for you to chose from. Games are for players and tricks are for kids.....
Last time I checked, Im neither.


Forever You and I

If I die tonight, that is not the end you and me
My voice will be the lullaby that sings to you, my spirit will be the arms that embrace you. My love will be your umbrella when it rains to shelter you, my soul will be the blanket that warms you. My breath will be a thousand breaths that breathe life into you. And when you are confronted with fear, my courage will be the strength within you. Loneliness will have no place in you, because my heart will never leave you.
If I die tonight, I don't want you cry for me, because I will live on in you the way you lived within me


The Heart of a Woman

The heart of a woman may be hard to understand
It's beauty in the purest form, where all life began


Her unconditional love will always recongize your worth
Without the heart of a woman there would be no Mother Earth


At times a woman's heart can be hard on a man's brain
But within a woman's heart is where man's soul will remain


The heart of a woman often comes under attack
But the heart of a woman always has a brotha's back


The heart of a woman, a man will never understand
Until he understands her heart is held within his hands


Your Reality, My Dream

At night I fall asleep and live in your reality
I drink from Loves fountain and eat from Life's tree
I dance to the beat of a lover's song
Experiencing the world were my soul belongs
But as Nighttime surrenders to the light of the Day
Visions of life in your world start to fade
The reality for me is where dreams never go
Where Love never flies and Hope never floats
Where the memory of suffering from days before
Births the pain and unrest of life ever more
I try to escape inside Daydream's home
But Suicides thoughts never leave me alone
Spirits don't dance and souls don't embrace
But die a slow death in Sufferings place
Killing me softly with every deep breath
And controlling my mind is the Angels of Death
Emptiness taking over my body and mind
Perpetual darkness is my life, defined


At night I fall asleep and live in your reality
But in the morning I wake up dying in mine


The Sound of Music

Deep within her soil his soul plants a seed
Her mind meditates within his poetic melody
His hearts motivation lies inside your tender nation
His deepest parts of him crave her loves saturation
She desires to bathe in his musical flow
Excited by the sensation of his lyrical penetration
Arousing her with his rhythm
Caressing him with her rhyme
Her passions awaken by his verbal stimulation
Inseminating her spirit with his one of a kind masterpiece
Two voices singing one song creates a sound so sweet


Untamed

Nearing explosion my passion unfolds
Intensified by the titillation of your erotic imagination
Xhilaration sparks a flame in my body and mind
Orgasmic sensations of your rhythm nation
Nothing but the scent of ecstasy left behind


My Sugar High
My hot fudge sugar sweet rich chocolate cream
You are my man in the moon
The one I see in my dreams
You're my soul mate, my lover,
The roots of my tree
Seducing my world with your floetry


My hot fudge sugar sweet rich chocolate cream
Its amazing the love you speak into me.
The passionate words that drip for your lips
Massaging my mind with their fingertips
The love that you hold in your body and soul
Take over my heart with emotions untold


My hot fudge sugar sweet rich chocolate cream
I'll always walk beside you
Swim naked in your stream
Let's stroll down Nixon Avenue one kiss at a time
One life, one love, one heartbeat, one rhyme


Wasted Time

I've spent too much time
Living in too much darkness
Loving in too much hatred
Lying in too much disaster

I've spent too much time
Seeking for peace in Chaos' house
Laying my head on Deception's shoulder
Looking for Calm in Insanity's world

I've spent too much time
Listening too much to Sorrow's voice
Tormented too much by Suffering's song
Wallowing too much in Humiliation's valley

But Hope has written me a new hymn
Faith has given me a new spirit
Mercy has freed me from Pain's embrace
Knowledge has reunited me with Understanding

I'm planting my seeds in Destiny's Garden
Discovering my beauty in Wisdom's reality
Feeding my body with Passion's fruit
Restoring my soul and living triumphantly


That Which I Know

I know that I know that I know
That I'm a woman of virtue,
Substance, a woman if dignity

I know that I know that I know
That I want to be free
I deserve to be free

Free to stand tall, stand proud, show the world
The transformation of rediscovery  

I know that I know that I know
That the reflection of that staring back at me
Is not damaged, broken, a life unworthy
But the manifestation of absolute beauty

I know that I know that I know
The lies you speak
The hatred you spread
The perception of the what you want others to see

Is not the perception that has come to be

Loneliness isn't my friend anymore
I no longer wallow in the Misery's embrace
Sadness no longer serves me breakfast in bed
Nor do I hold hands with Shame and Disgrace

Now I know that I know that I know
That I know that I'm finally ready
For the emancipation of me


The Sweet Embrace of My Angels Wings

Your language of love speaks to the weakest parts of my soul
Infusing strength, allowing me to fly high upon your beatific wings
Enabling me to soar freely among your heart's desires
Your lexis is the gentle kiss of life
Giving birth to a passion that is ignited only by your amiable reaction
To the heat that smolders deep within my warmest region
You resurrected me with the sounds of your voice
Seeing for the first time your radiance which shines before me
A virgin to your insatiable temptations
Leading me to your promised land
Freeing me from the incarceration of a pernicious heart
The synthesis of seduction and obsession yield to sounds of ecstasy
Fondling my desires with your sensual elements
Illuminating my darkest terrain
Bestowing upon me my own wings in which to fly


Mrsunderstood Rivers

I'm trying to understand myself through your observations
Unable to comprehend your perception of the type of woman that I am
Maybe the reflection I thought was me was my mind's own hallucination
Images of an extraordinary creation was just a disguise to mask a distorted soul
I hold no concealed agendas and I hide no secret lies
There are no unseen messages amid the lines my pen inscribes
The circle of my life surrounds no one other than you
None has yet to be awarded the endowments contained within me
Still I feel I'm undeserving of you, unable to appraise for the value I proclaim

My worth may not amount to what you are accustomed too
My intellect might not absorb life's canvas parallel with your revelations
I've endlessly followed a bleeding heart hopeful that love awaits me
Uncovering every element of myself desiring for others to embrace me

The way your eyes envision my soul is a distortion of my true authenticity
Reality paints a different portrait than the illustration of your mind's imagination
I'm uncertain how to eradicate the imposturous creation acting as my representation

I've stood before you naked, exposing the scars that have been inflicted on me
Hoping that you see the my true magnificence that radiates within my heart
My spirit longs to permeate your world and allow your heart to escort your mind
Surrender your senses to my soul's desire
Open your eyes to the true love that is standing before you
Savor the taste of my body's flavor that rests upon your lips
Pacify your mind with the hum of my soul's melody
Delight in my touch that pleasures you firm entity
Inhale the aroma of my essence set free by the warmth of your breath

Allow my streams to flow into your Rivers
And together we can float in destiny's ocean


Confused By Reality

A prophetic soul lost within the confusion of fantasy
A visionary trapped inside a prison of darkness.
A poetic light dimmed by the shadows of painful times
The voice of my soul has misplaced its sound
The effervescent reflective aura of sensation
But the passion of my heart is boisterous
My soul seeks to breathe again
Sleep amidst your sanctuary
Within the realm of unbroken visions
Desiring to fulfill my loves potential
Obsessed with the ecstatic desire of the unity I aspire
The essence of your celestial creation
Wounded I continue to inhabit a life surreal
Drained of all my energy to respire
Tired of drifting through blissful dreams
Into a reality shaded by tragedy
Although at times consumed by confusion
I Seek to know the love I revere
To move as one harmoniously
Resting amid your haven of tranquility
Growing inside your divine sovereignty

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